I am so lucky to be my lesbian lover’s exception.
She treats my cock as a new discovery.
It is totally for her
Whatever and whenever she wants to enjoy the toy
Of course, sometimes I’m impatient
But I cannot break the magic of trust we’ve developed.
She knows of the tragedies I’ve felt
Being too sensitive to hurt and
My sister’s rapes
The horrors of my friend’s abortions
Being scared of hurting a woman
Of my wife’s tolerance of my needs
And my depression in the discovery of sex without joy
I’ve had to start over in my late 50’s
She is patient with me
And let’s me let her discover
She tells me what she needs
Rather than making me guess
She is much stronger than
The passive women who were not the right match for
This sensitive man
I need her and she celebrates my passivity
She teaches me when she is ready
She teaches me to be slow, to be fast
When it is right to be the jaguar
Or the gentle air blowing or scraping her body
I am learning to love
Sometimes unlearning to love
I am so blessed to be with the special woman
Who knows so much about herself
That she is comfortable enough to help me discover myself
And guide me to her
By playing with me for her own needs.
She so totally satisfies me in my needs
Thank you spirits of love.
— Rick Winter